Hey peeps,
lately i always thinking about my own future ! when i was re-arranged all my old things i realize that i have really big dream! and that is to be a FASHION DESIGNER, but my family always said if you want some. thing always think about what will gives you back.all im thinking is a nightmare to me.my own BIG dream that i chased will be gone just like that. i cant stop sketching i cant stop drawing. i cant stop finding all informations about fashions.i cant and i cant ! i really hope someday i will reach my goal to be a good fashion designer even im not professionals or the best designer in the world! yeah,people said "fashion designer ? really ? " "its so not suits you IQAH !" yes,those words really freaking me out ! it brings me down when they said so.but when KYRA told me to be her designer for her wedding dresses,suddenly i have all my strength and spirit and my passion in my dream back.well,thanks to KYRA.but its still a nightmare for me.how im gonna further my studies in fashion ? my family really wants me to be a DOCTOR or an ENGINEER and an ARCHITECTURE. they supports me in fashion but not a full support when they want me to be someone better than a designer.huh,life is really make me dizzy ! haha,ok that is my thought to post today.lol.
p/s: man if you loves something you have to get it !!! i hope i can and yes i can ;) lol
p.p/s: thank god they dont let me to be a MILITARY or something out of the list : /
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